Hello, hello!
I unintentionally took an extended break from my website updates recently. Slacker, I know! After sharing a report after nearly every race this year, I put off the report from Bend in early December (needed to thaw out before I could write that one) and things sort of snowballed from there. I now have four races to catch up on over the last seven weeks, so bare with me!
USAC Cyclocross National Championships
I’ll start with the most recent race – Nationals. It’s the freshest in my memory and the result I’m most proud of recently. Nationals is always a big day. It was made an even bigger day by it’s location. In a typical season, I don’t get to race at home but maybe once or twice a year. Getting to race one of the biggest races of the year right in my own backyard was a thrilling opportunity. Boulder did not disappoint. In fact, I dare say that Austin has its work cut out to top this!
I had twice been on the podium at Nationals previously, and I was very eager to stand on the podium steps again this year after a couple years ‘away’. The result itself, third place, is great, but the way I claimed the result is really what made me proud. To be totally honest, if I had ridden alone all race in third place, I might have been disappointed not to have finished better. Because I engaged in an epic battle with Crystal Anthony (Optum) during the final few laps and came from behind to claim third, stepping onto the podium was extra sweet. The bronze medal came down to the last lap where I swear the noise of the hometown crowds and hearing my name all the way around the course allowed me to dig just a tiny bit deeper. When I crossed the finish line and saw my family and Johs, who were filled with so much emotion and pride, standing there waiting for me, it was really an incredible moment.
I’m guessing most of you know the details of the race by now, so I won’t go into too many particulars. Essentially, I’m just not a fast starter. I don’t start races well, and I typically make up ground lap after lap. That’s exactly how Nationals unfolded. I started out in a group of five riders in pursuit of Katie Compton (Trek), Elle Anderson (California Giant) and Crystal. Eventually, the group separated and I was riding in fourth place about 20” behind Crystal.
It wasn’t until two (of five) laps to go that I thought I might have a chance of catching Crystal. I had closed the gap considerably at the point, and I had her clearly in view. My coach Neal Henderson was standing on the main hill of the race. He had positioned himself away from spectators, so when he shouted out to me, I could hear him well, despite the roar of the crowd. During the last lap, he yelled: “You have to go now!” I dug deep and made one last acceleration to close the gap to Crystal.
After catching Crystal, I played the roadie tactic of sitting on her wheel for a bit. This gave me the chance to catch my breath and see how she was going to play things. We didn’t have a ton of space to play cat and mouse too much. Georgia Gould (Luna) and Rachel Lloyd (California Giant) weren’t that far back, and there was no way I wanted Georgia to catch us.
Halfway around the course on the last lap, I made my move to come around Crystal. From that point, I rode full gas to the finish. I knew that if I let up a tiny bit she would come around me, and I did not want that to happen. I felt confident that if I was the first one to come out of the last corner, I would win the sprint for third. I was significantly less confident of my chances of outsprinting her if she led out the sprint. Fortunately, I was able to hold her off and come out of the corner with a bike length. It was enough to beat Crystal in the sprint.
Immediately after crossing the line, I was swarmed. I think part of the excitement and hype was because of the dramatic fashion in which the last lap unfolded. I know a lot of people would have been happy for me no matter how I did it, but bringing it down to the wire certainly didn’t hurt. I had Johs waiting for me in the finish stretch and my family calling my name from the sidelines. A few friends managed to sneak in the finish stretch, too. The reporters were requesting interviews, USADA was waiting and they threw me on the live broadcast right away. There was just so much going on and so many people celebrating with me. It was awesome.
The whole week was awesome, really. On Tuesday I gave a power point presentation to USAC and race directors from around the country about how to better prepare athletes for international racing. On Thursday night SRAM hosted a ‘pro’s night’ and Amy D Foundation silent auction at Boulder Cycle Sport. On Friday night, several of us pro’s hung out with the Junior kids at their after party to sign autographs. Chatting with the next generations of America’s stars was definitely a highlight of the week.
On Saturday I got to watch my Cal Giant teammates go 1, 2, 3 in the U23 race. It was an impressive ride by the boys! And right after their race, my family and I watched Johs rip it around Valmont. For a guy who doesn’t train consistently, he sure had one heck of a ride out there. It was exciting to get to watch him race on home turf, too.
Christmas World Cups
(photo credit: Tom Prenan)
In preparation for both Nationals and the World Championships, I made a second trip to Europe to race two World Cups over the Christmas holidays. In order to be competitive at Worlds, I strongly believe that we need as much experience racing in Europe as possible. The courses in the States just don’t prepare us for the style of racing we encounter over here. The more races I do here, the better I get at the technical aspects of riding in Europe.
Beyond the experience, I wanted to bank more UCI points. I’m invested in maintaining the best possible UCI ranking to have the best possible start position for Worlds. When you don’t race, you get leapfrogged pretty quickly.
So, I made a ten day trip back to Europe for Namur and Zolder. Namur was the weekend before Christmas and Zolder is always the day after Christmas, which just happens to be my birthday. Historically, Zolder has always been a disastrous race for me.
Naumr was fine. Unremarkable but fine. I finished in 12th place, which was one spot worse than my result last year. The conditions were pretty similar to last year: super muddy, heavy and technical. I rode a smooth, clean race, but I just wasn’t fast enough (or maybe I didn’t take enough risks) to have the sort of result I wanted.
Zolder was brutally disappointing. I’ve done that race three times and have yet to walk away feeling satisfied. Each year there has been some specific incident that has derailed my efforts. The incident this year was totally my fault.
I had been highly focused on my start at Zolder. The start is important at any ‘cross race but it’s extremely important at Zolder. There are fewer places to pass as it is ‘road race’ fast at the beginning, so positioning on lap one is crucial. I needed a good start to race in a good position.
The light turned green and as I pushed down on my pedal, my foot slipped off the pedal. I can only assume that I wasn’t completely clipped into my pedal. When my foot slipped, I was sitting on my saddle with my pedals just spinning on their own as I watched the race ride away from me.
In the second or two that it took me to get back in my pedals and move forward, everybody had blown past me. At that point, all I could do was to keep my focus to somewhat stay in the game as I tried to pick off the riders in front of me. One by one, I made my way through a handful of riders, but it wasn’t enough.
In the end, I finished 21st and was incredibly crushed. All I wanted was to give myself a big present on my 40th birthday, but what I ended up with was a terrible result. The worst part is that I rode a clean race. Unfortunately, I started from so far back that there was no way I was going to get the result I wanted. I caught as many people as I could, but I didn’t have enough time to make the sort of gains that would have given me the result I knew I had in me. I felt strong out there and it was a good course for me; that’s what made the whole thing so frustrating. Katie Compton doesn’t have fast starts either, but I am no super woman!
Deschutes Brewery Cup, Bend, OR
Before Nationals, there was Bend, and Bend was freezing! There was a lot of discussion in the days leading up to the race about whether or not the race would even happen. The conditions were that cold (8°C at our start) and harsh. In the end, they decided to go ahead with the race.
The course was a mixture of ice and snow, and despite the frigid temperatures, I had fun out there. My hands were cold during the first few laps, but they warmed up by the end of the race – and other than that, I was comfortable. Well, as comfortable as I could be given the conditions.
I didn’t have great form in Bend. It was my first race back after taking a little bit of a much needed break. I finished in fifth on the day. I wasn’t incredibly thrilled with the result, but it didn’t matter much at that point. I had far bigger fish to fry on the horizons, and I was focused on the upcoming races.
The Mental Game
In the six weeks of racing leading up to Nationals, I probably would have rated myself somewhere around a B- (not a great mark in my book). I hadn’t gotten the results I wanted. I definitely had bigger expectations for my second European trip. Not racing much (because there wasn’t much racing to do) didn’t do much to help my head space either. I went into Nationals feeling like it was crucial that I get a good result. The podium (and earning it the way I did) was exactly what I needed.
Unfortunately, the Valmont Plague got me after Nationals, and I was really sick for about a week. I’m still fighting a few lingering symptoms. When I rode today, I definitely noticed the congestion still lurking in my chest. I have yet to do any hard efforts since Nationals. I was completely off the bike for six days after my race (that’s how sick I got!) and I only had a few days of riding before flying back to Europe. I’m not exactly sure how my body is going to respond to the intensity required for tomorrow’s World Cup in Nommay.
Europe – Round Three
I flew back to Europe on Wednesday. We arrived in Frankfort on Thursday and made the three hour drive to Montbéliard. The rest of the day was low key as there was no time for riding and getting a goodnight’s sleep the first night is always important.
Yesterday we got out for an awesome ride. We found this canal path to take us out of town and did some exploring on the smaller roads through little towns from there. The weather cooperated with sporadic sunshine and no rain. The whole time we were riding, we had perma grins plastered to our faces.
Today we rode over to the race course and did a few pre-ride laps. The course is basically a huge grassy field with a fair amount of mud thrown in for good measure. There’s a dyke or something on the field where we ride up one side and go down the other several times in one lap. Today the ‘up’ sides required running, and I’m guessing tomorrow will be more of the same as the ground is super slick on those parts.
It’s a great course – and a fun course! There is constant up and down with a lot of flat power sections in between. It should be a good course for me as long as my legs and lungs cooperate.
The Last.
Many of you have asked questions or commented on my posts on various social media channels. I’ve mentioned that this could be my last World Cup or my last trip to Europe to race bikes. I wanted to explain further as I don’t know that I’ve fully addressed this yet.
In exactly one week, I will no longer have any obligations as a professional cyclist as I will no longer have a professional contract. I’m completely certain that I won’t race on the road as a full time professional anytime in the future. That doesn’t mean that I won’t race here or there if given the opportunity. It does mean my late winter, spring and summer will look completely different than the way they’ve looked for the last ten years.
While I don’t anticipate much road racing, I am hoping to do some mountain bike racing during what is usually my road season. In terms of ‘cross, I can honestly say I don’t know. I don’t know what I want my ‘cross season to look like, and I don’t know what it will like it. I’ve started to get a more clear picture of the direction my next chapter will take, but I have yet to ascertain exactly how much flexibility I will have and if full time ‘cross racing fits into the picture.
Because of that, I’m treating this as the last. Nommay could be my last World Cup. The World Championships could be the last time I pull on the Team USA kit. I want to do these experiences justice – for myself, my family, my team, my sponsors and my fans. I always want to do everyone proud. Knowing this could be my last chance adds a bit extra motivation.
I’m not walking away from the bike. I can’t imagine I’ll ever walk away from the bike. I’m simply changing my relationship with the sport. I’m excited for what the future might hold and grateful for all the support I continue to receive from everyone as I figure that out.
Cheers,
Meredith